Hello!
I'm selling my gothic plateau boots...(^^)




Demonia Gothic Boots
Black Pu
Condition: Used ( only one time though, bought them and never used them again, so the
condition is almost new )
Size: US Men 9, US Women 11, UK Men 8, EU 42,5, CM 26,7

The sole at its highest point is like 10cm.
The whole boot is about 35cm.

Shipping cost depends on your whereabouts. I'll make sure to ship
as cheap as possible. If you want safe shipping it will of course be more.

Payment: Paypal or bank transfer, up to you.

Prize: 50 Euro ( 67$ ) -shipping not included-

Let me know if interested/if any questions, feel free to ask.

Have a nice day,
Shinothee

I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly. I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt. I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone. I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me.

Werbung! \o/
Da ich noch keine Gelegenheit hatte einen eigenen Blog nur für meinen Shop zu erstellen, werde ich hier auf meinem persönlichen livejournal etwas Werbung machen. :) Vielleicht kommt ja der ein oder andere hier vorbei und zeigt Interesse an esoterischen, speziell auf Feng Shui basierenden Artikeln. Schaut doch einfach mal vorbei~ Dankeschön! ❤



Website:  www.lotusgarden39.de

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Hello everyone,
since I do not have use for this anymore, I'm sellin' most of my CD's and DVD's.
Genre: JRock

It includes new Bands and also old ones. Please feel free to comment if u have questions or
like to order. U can also contact me via E-Mail: ziburi@live.de

Shipping cost depends on ur whereabouts. Lemme know where to send the goods and
I'll tell u the shipping cost charge.
Payment through Paypal. I also accept bank transfer if u are living in europe.

The goods are all in best/good condition! The most are never played. Unless otherwise stated.

Open to trades / offers.

Pictures from the front, backside and inlet.

Feedback: shinothee.livejournal.com/79411.html

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Hello everyone,
since I do not have use for this anymore, I'm sellin' most of my CD's and DVD's.
Genre: JRock

It includes new Bands and also old ones. Please feel free to comment if u have questions or
like to order. U can also contact me via E-Mail: ziburi@live.de

Shipping cost depends on ur whereabouts. Lemme know where to send the goods and
I'll tell u the shipping cost charge.
Payment through Paypal. I also accept bank transfer if u are living in europe.

The goods are all in best/good condition! The most are never played. Unless otherwise stated.

Open to trades / offers.

Pictures from the front, backside and inlet.

Feedback: shinothee.livejournal.com/79411.html

( | Click here to view the list | )

Hello everyone,
since I do not have use for this anymore, I'm sellin' most of my CD's and DVD's.
Genre: JRock

It includes new Bands and also old ones. Please feel free to comment if u have questions or
like to order. U can also contact me via E-Mail: ziburi@live.de

Shipping cost depends on ur whereabouts. Lemme know where to send the goods and
I'll tell u the shipping cost charge.
Payment through Paypal. I also accept bank transfer if u are living in europe.

The goods are all in best/good condition! The most are never played. Unless otherwise stated.

Open to trades / offers.

Pictures from the front, backside and inlet.

Feedback: shinothee.livejournal.com/79411.html

( | Click here to view the list | )

Hello everyone,
since I do not have use for this anymore, I'm sellin' most of my CD's and DVD's.
Genre: JRock

It includes new Bands and also old ones. Please feel free to comment if u have questions or
like to order. U can also contact me via E-Mail: ziburi@live.de

Shipping cost depends on ur whereabouts. Lemme know where to send the goods and
I'll tell u the shipping cost charge.
Payment through Paypal. I also accept bank transfer if u are living in europe.

The goods are all in best/good condition! The most are never played. Unless otherwise stated.

Open to trades / offers.

Pictures from the front, backside and inlet.

Feedback: shinothee.livejournal.com/79411.html

( | Click here to view the list | )

Since I am moving to another place pretty soon, wont be online resp. writing  here or on any other site. ^^ Quite busy with packing my stuff, and I must adhere to the deadlines. Pfft, can't wait for my vacation...Have fun everyone, hopefully to see u guys next month! :D *hugz*

Such a lovely piece of music, one of my favourite songs ever.

It

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for,
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing

It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love,
for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow,
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!

I want to know if you can sit with pain,
mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own,
if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers
and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself;
if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty every day,
and if you can source your life from God’s presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes”!

It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone,
and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you are, how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,
and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

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This is a beautiful peom by Oriah Mountain Dreamer (Native American Elder).
It kind of touched me deeply and it's like my own mind just spoke. :]
I hope everyone enjoys it and get what exactly it means. (^^)

Hmm . . . why do people keep complaining about rain? I know, it's understandable if it rains most of the year. But even if it only rains a single day, most of the people complain. Rain is the reason why we are still alive. Without rain there wont be any lives on earth. Water is the key for our lives. It is the key to the worlds existence. What do u think the world would look like if there is no rain at all? Plants wouldnt be able to live, trees would die, and with it the air. The air, oxygen. . .besides what is the bad thing about a rainy day? o_o
It's not like we are made of sugar, or? xD Rain is beautiful, it brings life, unless its a heavy monsoon, in some countries it brings not only life but death. Which of course is very sad, its also a force of nature. Well, I just dont get why so many people  get in a bad mood or anything just because its a rainy day. (^^) Isnt that childish somehow? Probably.

Their whole life people seek for eternity, seek for the meaning of life. Including myself...
Actually I thought I found it, the meaning of humans existence. But I was wrong, and it drives me crazy not knowing it. Before my mother became an buddhist, her religion was Wicca and she used to teach us everything as good as she could. All of her precious experience, she had given it to us. I am grateful. Thanks to her I found my own religion already when I was a little kid. Sooner or later I would have found it anyway by myself, it is an all-important part of my life. It made me be strong, and accept things like they are. So, I was able to see things in a different light than other children around me did. The bad thing about this is, that I never was a part of the normal society. Not that I desired to be a part of it. Actually I am not sure if its good or bad. It's just how it is, beside what exactly is good anyway? Or bad? Assuming, nobody would be able to answer this properly. Thats propably how I swing, always seeking the answer. Lets say I lost a precious thing somewhere, I would search for it till I drop, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep anymore. Because the questions in my head wouldn't stop, I proceed to find it. Also, I learnt to live the moment, live only in the present. It is kind of hard tho, every here and then I lose my track and think about future stuff. The past is unimportant to me, it doesnt mean anything to me, since there isn't even a way to change it. So, why should I even bother to think about the past? Irrelevant. Rather I live in the present and enjoy every single minute of my life. Because I am pretty sure it has a deeper meaning than just sitting here and typing nonsence. And I got to have confide and trust mother nature. One day I will be able to clearly see the meaning of my life. Therefor I keep going every single day. Avoiding to think of my future, or else I would pay interest on debts I would never do.

People come and go during life. One day you call them your friends, the other day they vanish. It is kind of rare having just one friend for the rest of your life. Don't be too sad if you lose someone, there will always come a new person in your life, again and again. Relationships forever are rare. So, try to enjoy it as long as it lasts. When you enjoy it and it starts to be precious to you, make sure you hold it as a good and beautiful memory inside your heart. Don't think of what could be or happen, just enjoy it. (^^)

Currently I am searching for my way, it seems that I lost it somehow. Maybe that is just a part of becoming more and more adult? Not sure. I am quite excited of what will come and happen even tho I try not to think too much about it. For sure I am watching too many Dramas lately, it makes me more mawkish than I already be. xD

Times are hard these days. Not even the sun comes out to shine anymore. This world surely changed a lot. But I have to be optimistic. . .
We all have to keep being optimistic. We must do everything conceivable. If it's for others or for ourselves, it doesn't matter. Ganbare everyone! Do your very best, and don't forget my saying...'Life is just a Game'. :]

Yup, when I was in highschool, I remember the teachers were surprised and impressed of me back then. Cuz I was the only one in my class who actually showed interest on their lessons. And back then my ambition was very strong. So strong that I even managed to be one of the best pupils on the school. But when I think about that part of my past, it seems like a dream and my memories of it are almost gone. Maybe because it is not precious to me at all. It was just a role I played. Like I always play roles in my life. Life is just a game. Try to high score and see what it brings. The dead is Game Over. Our birthdays are the level ups. Our home is the personal Restroom. The shop near by is the Inn. But I wonder what is the goal . . .? The enemies are the people u dont know around u. It is up to u if u talk nicely to them or upset them. Close friends and family are ur pals. If u are lucky u are able to fight together with them. My cat is my standing companion.
Anyone know the anime 'Ninja Scroll'? Well, the main character known as Jubei said this: 'The sky is everywhere the same, and the people are the same everywhere also.' I like this saying, probably because it is true. Pretty cool anime by the way, I totally can recommend it! :D

Since I'm goin to move next month, if everythin works fine of course...I have to leave behind my friends again. But thats not the worlds end, there is internet, letters, even the telephone. And its not like anythin really changes, except the place and the people. I'm livin close to Berlin, where most of my friends live, and even so I do not visit them reguarly.  Mostly because they seem to turn 'normal', since they have found their 'true love' and stuff. Nao all they can think about is to get married oneday, prefered a double wedding with me and my lover (not that I have one at all o_O)...and gettin babies. First I have to say, I'm not a fan of kids. Au Contraire . . .I do not share the feelin when a woman/girl sees a baby and goes like this: 'Aaah, soooo cute~ OOh bubu baba *pats*' <---- Thats like uber sick in my eyes. XD Babies arent cute, unless its asian. Besides there is definitely no need to talk in a 'baby language', obviously the baby wont understand u, doesnt matter which language. They understand paralanguage and ur mimic. Babies arent silly and they love me. I wonder why...cuz I dont like them. Also kids, they cling to me like a bur. lol
I remember havin a girlfriend once, I visited her house and she introduced me to her lil sister. That girl was so excited to see me, and u know actually I should have been the one thats excited since it was my first visit at her house. xD Damn, she even gave me her autograph book to sign in. It kinda felt like she was the real reason why I visited them. Tho, thats long time ago by nao and back then I was really well-behaved and shy I guess. Today, I would just grab my lovers hands and run away from that lil devil who wants to absorb our energy made out of love. (>_>)'  Anyway, what I really wanted to say, I find it ridiculous and rude of my friends for not carin at all. All they can say is that I am a traitor, or whine about that I leave. Dont they realize that those words hurt my feelings. Of course I can totally understand when they are sad, we are humans after all, right. c: But I am the kind of person, I would expect them to say stuff like this: 'Wow Lina, congratulation on findin a good place for u and ur family to live and cure (I'm not very healthy). We will miss u a lot, tho for sure we are goin to keep in touch and might visit u too!! *hugz*' LOL Time to laugh about myself bein so stupid and really expect people to understand me. xD
The fact is, nobody regards it as important to wish me luck or to congratulate at all. After 6 years of friendship I find that really sad.

I also think its ridiculous and nonsensitive when people cant accept a no. If a person says no, then it should be treated as no too. Its wrong to think u could be able to change their mind. Usually u just piss them off and destroy relationships of any kind. A no is a no. But it seems a lot of people cant accept it. Lets call it rude and not respecting.

By the way, this is where my family is goin to move probably: www.fewo-in-hahnenklee.de/images/luftbildbestequalitaet_480.jpg
I will tell more about it when everything works well. . .

Oh ya, did I mention that I was always the one who had to go to her friends places?! And its quite not easy or cheap. Since I have to drive with the train 1 hour and a half to enter Berlin. Guess what, they never visited me at my house once! Its not that bad, tho a friend should at least ask to come over instead of ignorin me and expectin me to drive to Berlin all the time whenever they want. I have to say, even kindness has it limits. :D Its about time to reduce my friendships in real life and just have contacts on internet and letters (yes, I do love letters ♥), and heal myself more...hopefully I will be able to find better friends oneday, people who actually care.

Have a nice day! :D

Well, if anyone feels like addin' me on MSN. Feel free to do so! :D

→ ziburi@live.de

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